A Lenten Devotional


Here’s a short Lenten devotional I was honored to write for our Student Ministries devotional for Lent. Regardless of your views on evangelicals and lent, I find it a helpful practice to use the season to reflect on our Savior and prepare our hearts, minds, and lives to identify with his suffering, death, and resurrection. If you’d like to subscribe the university’s Student Ministries devotional, subscribe here.

My prayer through this is that God would be glorified, my joy would be multiplied, and you would be invited into that worship and delight.


When Jesus calls us, we follow him.
When we follow Jesus’s calling, our story becomes joined with his story.
When we follow Jesus, we do more than consider the cost of following him, we pay the cost.
When we follow Jesus, persecution is sure to come.

Recently, twenty-one of our Coptic brothers were ushered out of this life and into the presence of Jesus by the hands of persecution, costing them their lives. Their story became his story. They were counted worthy to lose their life, only to find it in Jesus.

What is the cost of following Jesus? Or maybe a better question is: Do we think there is a cost to following Jesus? Matthew 10-12 highlights the costs for us, we can’t just ignore these chapters, we must read them.

And if I’m being honest, reflecting any amount of time on the cost of being a follower of Jesus Christ of Nazareth terrifies me. Thoughts plague my mind: What will I do when persecution comes? How will I respond to hostile actions? Will I denounce and recant my faith? Will I be ashamed of the gospel? In that moment of my flesh-filled despair, the Spirit overwhelms me with grace through these words of Jesus, “…do not be anxious how you are to speak or what you are to say, for what you are to say will be given to you in that hour” (Matthew 10:19ff).

The call of Jesus is one of trial, hardship, and persecution. The call is one to share in his sufferings (Philippians 3:7ff) and not to fear the killing of our bodies (Matthew 10:28). Still, I wrestle with how can I not be fearful? How can I lose my life for Christ’s sake, only to find it in him?

The beautiful cost of following Jesus is that our story isn’t just supplemented by his story, by the gospel, by Jesus’s life, death, and resurrection–it is completely re-written by his story. Re-written with his suffering and victory.

We have no hope of finding rest outside of Christ’s suffering and victory.
We have no assurance of meaning in life, temporal or eternal, outside of Christ’s suffering and victory.
We have no expectation that we will be left bruised and unbroken or smoldering and not extinguished outside of Christ’s suffering and victory.
We have no thing, nothing, outside of Christ’s suffering and victory.

This is the cost of the call to be a disciple of Jesus: to count our lives and everything in the world as insignificant and to consider our affliction unworthy of comparison to the surpassing weight of glory which is ours in Christ, in identifying with him, his cross, and his suffering.

Only by allowing the author and finisher of our faith to re-write our story to be one of abiding, yoking, and resting in him, can we too stand before the world and cry:

To live is Christ. To die is gain. I share in his suffering, in his sweet victory.

Additional Resources

If you’re interested in more resources, here’s some that I’ve found helpful:


3 Lessons I Learned From Reading the Bible Digitally for 31 Days

I’m a big morning person, I love almost everything about the morning hours, whether it be the growing daylight, the perpetual stillness, or a steaming mug of coffee, I simply cannot go wrong getting up early. However, my morning routine (borrowed heavily from Michael Hyatt’s here) was too rigid and regimented, and I didn’t have room for creative freedom. Another problem: it was all analog. Old fashioned journal, bible, books, etc., the only digital part was playing music on my phone. This is not inherently bad, but when traveling or in a different setting, I needed to lug everything with me–not convenient.

So I scrapped it–all of it. I chopped it all apart and dove into my philosophy of a morning routine. What came out of this process was the essentials: my Bible and my journal and I converted to all digital (via Logos bible software for mobile and Evernote for the computer). The freedom in creativity I felt from the self-inflicted control of my old routine was amazing! I felt not only free, but also efficient and millennial doing it electronically. I stuck with it for 31 days.

Digital Bible

Then I experienced a crucible moment. I needed to do some reflecting, praying, and reading the Scriptures to hear the heart of God and see where he was moving. So I whipped out my phone and began “flipping” through the Bible trying to remember what I had read, what had impacted me, and some notes from previous reflections. Nothing but a few highlighted texts here and there. Not helpful. So I pulled out my leather-bound Bible. What a difference! I could easily flip through the entire text, passages jumped off the pages, past notes and reflections were written in the margins, and post-it notes scattered throughout full of important words from the Lord I had received.

My soul felt at home in that moment. I quickly wrote these 3 lessons from reading the Bible digitally:

  1. The Bible is always with me. I can pull it out in line at Starbucks, waiting for a meeting to start at work, or on the Transit Bus. However, in reality I pull up Twitter or Instagram or Letterpress long before I think to open the scriptures. It is nice to quick look up a reference, but outside of that, reading the Bible did not become spontaneous for me.
  2. Highlighting verses is a breeze, synced across all devices, and searchable in-app. This is a huge plus, except when I want to flip between a passage in the Gospel of John and a cross-reference in 1 John. For me, I’m an underliner, not a highlighter, so I found it distracting. I understand that is my preference and not everyone agrees.
  3. You can takes notes, like writing in the margins, but they are not the same thing. Yes, you can search the notes. Yes, an indicator tells you of an available note in a passage. But it requires tapping it and seeing your note out of the context of the verses. I love underlining because I often summarize or synthesize my thoughts in the margin next to it. When I open up my leather-bound, it’s there, popping out, almost distracting me. When I open my Bible app, I see something is there, and it doesn’t distract me from the text, but it does not call to attention to the value it holds.

Leather-Bound Bible

I understand these lessons are subjective and influenced by my preferences. But I would ask you: What have you experienced? What have you learned from reading the Bible digitally? What do you prefer?

Share your thoughts below!